I thought I would give an update on how I am currently doing on Leucovorin. First, and very important, I discovered that there is a definitive sweet spot in dosage for me: on 50 mg a day, I started feeling worse and worse day by day with a return of all my symptoms I had prior to starting Leucovorin. So I experimented more with the dose, and found out that with 18 mg a day, I get a very, very good response. WOW, all the lights are green! That is about 0.3 mg/kg for me. Actually, I am feeling so good that I already started weaning off Zoloft and after a few days I am already down to 1/4 of my usual dose without any withdrawal problems. So here is a summary of my symptoms prior to starting Leucovorin, and a summary of how I am feeling now on 18 mg a day:
Before Leucovorin:
- 15 years of depression, on and off antidepressant use with great results,
though not 100%, at least I can function as a normal person.
- Fatigue: unable to exercise, and felt very cold, nauseous after exercise and
crashed for the rest of the day. Need to sleep a lot, often need to nap. Most of
the time feel like I am very heavy, though I only weight 130 lbs for 5'7", and
it requires a lot of will-power to make my limbs move. I can still clean my
house and shop, that kind of thing, but need to rest a lot and sit down often.
- Sleep issues: cannot sleep without earplugs, cannot share a bed with my
husband, or I wake up every five minutes. Wake up every mornings very tired.
- Gastro-intestinal issues: abdominal pain, bloating, loose stools aletrnating
with constipation, burning stools, itchy bottom, bad smells. Flagyl/Diflucan
makes me feel a lot better so it points to dysbiosis problems. The less I eat,
the better I feel. Multiple food sensitivities with over 30 IgG reactive foods.
- Heart issues: lots of heart palpitations, diziness, vertigo, dysautonomia
symptoms.
- Feeling very cold in the evenings, my whole skin is freezing cold, though my
body temperature is normal. Need wool jackets in the evenings.
- Cannot tolerate stress: stress will make me crash mentally and physically and
I will need to spend some time in bed.
- Very irregular menstrual cycles (40 to 60 days) and strong PMS symptoms.
- Zero libido.
- Of course all the mood swings and irritability associated with depression,
though Zoloft helps a lot there.
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On 0.3 mg/kg Leucovorin for a few weeks (after initial adjustments/side
effects):
- Am now on 1/4 of my Zoloft dose and feeling zero withdrawal symptoms. In the
past, I weaned off multiple times with difficulty, over several weeks, never
able to do it in a few days like now.
- Feeling very lightweight, as if I am floating in the air. Feeling very relaxed
and very pleasant all over. Easy to straighten up and breathe deeply. Vigorous
work-out 30 minutes every day now: not only I don't feel nauseous or cold
afterwards, I feel great, warm and energized for the rest of the day. Not sleepy
at all in the afternoons.
- Waking up very refreshed in the mornings and ready to go rather than in
zombie-land like before. I haven't tried taking my earplugs out yet.
- Great-looking stools, no abdominal discomforts, no bad smells, no itch.
- Heart: I am not sure yet.
- No more feeling cold in the evenings: feeling nice warm. No need for coats.
- Haven't had much stress lately to see how I do, but had a few domestic arguments
without crashing afterwards.
- My last cycle was exactly 30 days. No PMS at all. Horrendous ovulation pain
this time, though...
- No libido improvements so far, but it is still early.
- No mood swings, even now that I am weaning off Zoloft.
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On 1 mg/kg Leucovorin:
- All the 'Before' symptoms are back full-force after several days on this dose,
all of them except GI problems and irregluar cycles.
By the way, in the last 15 years, I had many blood test done with my family
doctors, everything always came back normal, thyroid, adrenals, liver, kidneys,
cholesterol, etc... Only findings are high MCH in CBC and low D3. Also, my
recent ECG (first one) was abnormal with low voltage. But other than that, nothing wrong
despite my constant fatigue, depression and gastrointestinal issues.