yes thanks doc...it does fit! i also forgot to add one very important point...a few months into the arv experiment i was having some trouble breathing (sob) so my regular m.d. did a chest xray and discovered atherosclerosis (which is sort of an unusual way to first discover it - he said if it was visible in lungs...chances were good it was also affecting my carotid artery and brain). and my neurologist says i have "small vessell disease".
but the only follow up the did was a special test to see if i have multiple myeloma (nope)...though chia is still adamant that i have an angiogram to look for cardiomyopathy? i think? (or is that pericarditis?...well, something like that - cant remember)
still battling my insurance co. over that (even if im not anxious to go through procedure). im too tired to aggressively fight them for my "rights" the way i should.
so your ideas are right on the mark. there has been enough time gone by to clear the ARV from my system - and next week i have tons of labs done. im very curious to see if my crp levels are moving back to the high-flagged area (they were carefully tracked for 3 yrs prior/up to the start of ARV - if these numbers have moved back up (to 6. or 7. or above) after discontinuation of arv - somebody may take notice!)
about the possibility of IRIS (in fact, i think you and i had this convo before)...about 2? yrs ago i went through a period where i was dead certain i was experiencing IRIS from high dose acyclovir. iris is so important, because if you survive it w/o infections - its your sign that you're moving in the right direction!
i researched and found examples of this occuring (rarely), and also in chemo patients...and chia admitted that a few of his hiv patients had it happen while taking avs AND arvs...but said no in my case. (i partly based my idea on the fact the my cd4 count had risen ABOVE the normal limit, along with worsening of symptoms...but chia said it was still not high enough to account for that)
nevertheless...this time around (with epivir) it sure FELT like everything i've read describing IRIS!
(re viral reactivations...a simple explanation i guess would be that it was a coincidence...and i dont think i read any data on this as a result of epivir, specifically).
(btw, hes not going to give epivir to john - john and i have different viruses. a few are the same, but for example he has chlamydia pneumoniae, and coxsackie2, - i dont. i have cmv - he doesnt. so, i'm overun with viruses anyway...my immune system thrown off by the introduction of a new drug...the viruses go crazy? ive had this problem to one degree or another for several yrs. ~ unpredictable.
at this point i cant be given any other experimental drugs. the goal is to concentrate on palliative care. im disappointed that i missed out on tenofovir - i would have liked to see the effect on the brain of taking that drug after epivir (but chia discovered some pretty ugly side effects on a few patients doing that and so we stopped)
(for me, taking rituximab is really just a pipe dream i think...though i sure would like a chance to get my teeth into something like that!)
thanks for taking a shot at this!
